I think the coolest thing about life is how pain and joy come together so beautifully in life. The things that typically bring us the most pain, are often our greatest sources of joy. I learned this when my grandma passed away. She was my absolute best friend in the entire world. I talked to her all the time, about anything. I’m fact, she was the only one I would actually tell how I was FEELING. Along her has been one of the greatest pains of my life, but only because she was one of my greatest sources of happiness. She understood what I go through when no one around me did. She loved the same things I did and was always interested in hearing about them. Losing her, I lost a piece of me, but also found a piece of me too. She lives inside of me. Every scrap of light she gave me, is now my lower to give to my daughter and granddaughter one day. There cannot be pain where there first was no joy.